Is it my fault?

' Last night, I'm waiting for you until 5. 34 a. m. but you are not onlining'. Is it my fault because I' ve made him waiting for a long time? I' ve told him already that I just can online till 11 p. m. Okay, if you thought that all of this my fault. I am sorry. :) Sorry, I can' t be a perfect girl for you. I always make a mistake for one day. I' ve make you hurt, make you bored, make you feel alone. Am I right? So what now? I thought that if you miss me so mush, miss me more, you will always contact me, chat with me, comment with me, but I am wrong! Is it also my fault because I can' t online till midnight? This is not what I want, Syafiq. :/ Thanks a lot for making me feel all wrong.